But God says, hey, it's okay. Every little thing's gonna be alright. You'll see. Hasn't it been this way all this while?
That's true, God.
Every day, work changes, and becomes something else. My work scope changes, people come and go, expectations pounce suddenly.
But it's not this I'm concerned about.
Things are moving fast elsewhere too. People are going, in dribs and drabs, sometimes in an avalanche. Loyalties shift, dreams die, confusion sets in, anger rises.
Does it hurt? Yes it does, goodbyes aren't exactly the mood of 'pop the champagne'.
But we move on, we press on. Why?
Because 'there must be more than this'. There is more than this, and I know it. What are we fighting for? What are we willing to die for?
And also because it's not about me.
How I feel, how I imagine things to be, how I perceive things ought to be done - this is all secondary to our higher calling. Nothing to lose sleep over.
And if we don't move on, things will start moving without us. Yes, God is on the move.
In the film Chronicles of Narnia, it was said that 'Aslan is on the move' - cue emotive, heart-thumping music, and bring on The Lion.
But, away from reel life, God is on the move - in ways that are unseen, unheard (of), and sometimes unnoticed.
This is how Delirious has it -
Every Little Thing
Everything must change
There’s a mirror showing me the ugly truth
These bones they ache with holy fire
But I’ve got nothing to give, just a life to live
If your world is without colour
I will carry you, if you carry me
Every little thing’s gonna be alright
Every little thing’s gonna be alright [x2]
There’s no-one else to blame
I live my life between the fire and the flame
I’ve built my house where the ocean meets the land
It’s time to live again, pull my dreams out of the sand
Let your world be full of colour
I will carry you, if you carry me
When it’s all falling down on you
You’re crying out but you’re breaking in two
When it’s all crashing down on you
When there’s nothing you can do
There is someone who can carry you
Written by Martin Smith/Stuart Garrard ©2003 Curious? Music UK